respected sir,

i m a daily visitor n reader of horoscope-india.com, i love to read all those beautiful knowledge provided by you,
today i need your help, can you ? i know only you can .
i am a b.tech graduate, but never got a job in that field, so i started prep. for govt. jobs and civil services. the day i became happy the next day i had always thrown into a valley of sorrow. i don’t know what is good or what is bad for me. i believe in god, worshiping daily, by chanting diff mantras, viz- hanuman chalisa, hanumanastak, bajarangban, adityahridaya strota, but don’t know why my mind peace is far away from me.
Is there any meaning of fate for me ? i dont know why i have given this life, when there is nothing except struggle n sorrow.
my dob——— 05 FEB 1987, 18:35 , madhepura (bihar)
मैने बहुत सारे रत्न पहन रखे है -ब्रासिल पन्ना , सीलोनी गोमेद, मूँगा, माणिक , इनके कुछ प्रभाव तो हुए है , पर पता नही कब जिंदगी अपने सही रास्ते पर चलेगी .
please give some of your valuable time on me, i will be grateful for your precious comments and suggestions.
thanks
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